#27

FUCKING FAILED, YOU PIECE OF SHIT.

bought myself two cakes though and have a eating-my-feelings session tonight and tomorrow.

#21

some biscuits I bought today

Just sent off the ebay crap I sold. Made £65 (inc. postage cost which was £2.50 each. far too low as I used 1st class recorded, should've put it at £3) but spent a bit of it as I just went and used it on these two babies:

Left: BTSSB headband (http://www.babyssb.co.jp/shopping/baby/head/135913.html). Right:  嵐 tote (yeah ANOTHER tote, but this one is spacious :<)

Headband is something I've been looking for since I've got so much black dresses and not enough accessories. Was so scared that it would turn out to be a bidding war but won it at 3400yen. Only one other person bidded on it and gave up after two bids.

Exams timetable came today and omg, I am screwed. I knew my first exams is on the 18th, but fuck, sociology resit is on the 20th. And guess what, SOMEONE HASN'T DONE ANY REVISION YET~!
MEGA SC-REWED.
So I am glad that Easter is next week otherwise I would have no idea how to cram any revision in.

Stuff has happened since last update:

• mother's day (went to restuarant the day after since I was working. Chopstick training failed me as jsut about every food item we ordered was slippery with oil :\)
• had my first alone-to-the-cinema trip and went to see Confessions . Good film, would recommend to see it in your local independent cinema or buy a copy of it (has English subs, obvs)
• Finished Norwegian Wood (first book in years) and went to see the film (it was crap, don't go and see it. even if it does have Kenichi Matsuyama in it...)
• Had the whole of last weekend free so went round bezzy-mate's house for a sleepover. Was supposed to be a film night but ended up only watching District 9 and two episodes of Misfits (finished both series last night, including the special.

Today I wasn't in college due to only having one lesson and that particular lecturer was striking so yeaaaah.
Went to Nudo with family and actually managed to down the whole bowl and have a bit of room for dessert (didn't have anything today so probs why). Green tea ice-cream is lush. Flavour isn't too strong (therefore not bitter) and the balance of creaminess is soooo good. Unfortunately, the red bean and taro were sold out so didn't get to try it :<
Afterwards, I went and bought sweets (probs gonna die from diabetes in the near future...) including the panda biscuits above. Have yet to open them, but not expecting much as I know they're using the cuteness to sell the product rather than the actual taste and substance of it.
THE GUY ON THE TILL WAS AMAZINGLY PRETTY. I know I don't usually delve on this topic mainly because it's not often I encounter these situations. Apparently he's half-Japanese according to my sister who knows of him. And no, I'm not going to stalk or try anything because I'm not that kind of person :)  /random

EDIT: Sorry, forgot about the photo meme you set me Grace. I don't have many pics of myself as I hate(hated :
Just snagged these from fb just for comparasion.

Don't know how old I am in this, but top: about to stomp on my bro's head. bottom: posing with my uncle

Last Summer in Leazes for loli picnic (second one from the left)

Blurry, but such an awesome photo. December '10 @ York loli meet

A few weeks ago at college when it was sunny. And I'm NOT picking my nose here.

I did have a photo of me a few years back near my bed but dunno where that went...
And the other one:

1) Why you started blogging? To keep my sanity and sleep better at night. I have too many thoughts that prevent me from sleeping most nights. I also have a raging (feminist) bitch inside me but most of the times, it calms down when I post

2) What is the maddest thing you've ever done? Never been a pushing-every-boundaries type of person so I don't have anything worthwhile on here. But I guess I'll be going to Paris with frilly-friends this summer?

3) What is the maddest thing you want to do in this world? Embark on a solo-around-Asia trip. (May try Europe if I brush up on my language skills)

4) What would you do to get the world mad? Getting rid of the world economy

5) What is the maddest thing in you closet? Probs Milky Berry JSK :

#8

My awesome-ist teddy

'tis been a while x2

Will be getting my laptop within the next week (soooo excited), nothing amazing since I'm not planning to do anything intense like gaming on it soooo all is good to me. tbh, as long as it's faster than my computer, then I'm happy.
So will be updating this more frequently.
Probably gonna leave my LJ to die now since I don't go on LJ at all anymore (not even to check arama :<) and I've banned myself for a good month now from the comm_sales so realised I can actually save up if I try! Though I just made a wtb post, ahaa.

Need to start saving since this Summer = PARIIII with people (hopefully). Already planning what to take with me: Magical Etoile skirt, maybe Milky Berry JSK (depending how hot it'll be since it's black. y u so cruel ;___;)...

Results for January exams will be out in a few weeks, CANNOT WAIT MAN. I'm definitely resitting two exams, so that's £44 out the window :\
Also worried about my sociology exam now that I think about it...

Went for my annual blood test yesterday and got told by the doctor that I'm an overweight azn.
I was a bit offended when I heard that but looking back at it now, I'm just lol-ing about it tbh. I've lost 2kg since the Summer. Measured myself the other and I've lost 1.5inches off my bust measurement and an inch off my waist sooo yeah (didn't realise until I was wearing a blouse, that's made to my previous exact measurements, was a bit loose)

UCAS update~

Newcastle - ABB
Oxford Brookes - BBB
UCLan - 200 points
Sheffield - REJECTED LOL
Edinburgh - No reply yet.

#7

It's been a while. I've had the worst moodswings ever during the past few months, but I think I've found the source - chocolate. I only realised this a few days ago, so no more chocolate :)!

Had my first resit exam and I think I did quite well so a definite grade up on that. I've got my second resit on Friday and haven't revised too much for it so I'm mega screwed. Though I did two past papers earlier on and I'm slowly remember stuff. Grade boundaries aren't too high for this exam (about 56+/75 for an A) so hoping I'll do somewhat better this time round.

I got my UCAS from all sent off now! But I had to bug my tutor until that happened as she lied when she said "it'll be off before Christmas", no it fucking didn't. I checked on Christmas Day (yes, I did) and it was "still pending". 
Anyways, I got a email from Edinburgh saying they've received it, but made me sign up their system of UCAS or something? I don't really see the point, but ok.